Fitting in....

Have you ever felt like you just don't click with anyone? I am having one of those days...weeks maybe. I took Abs to this park that she has been begging to go to and there were MANY mommies there with little ones ~ it is beautiful outside today! So, she is all over the place and I see Moms and I smile, they don't, I say HI How Are Ya?, they don't, I feel like I am being looked down on. Why do I have to feel this way?!?! I know many people but I just don't "click" with many. I'm not too sure why either, it is not like i have a strange outlook on life and I am not preachy, I am overweight but many heavy people have people they click with. I try not to judge people, though I do admit to not being perfect :) I don't know...I guess i am just feeling lost. I feel sad for my son, he does not have a best friend. People are not calling and asking him over to play. Did I do that to him by not sending him to the local school...who knows!?? Is it because he can be a little socially immature? Maybe. He does not feel sad though...not as far as I can tell. He has buddies but not many...I guess i am feeling a tad lonely today for no real reason...peace.